Friday, October 6, 2006

sorry

I haven't been doing very well with my internet friends lately. It isn't that I don't love yas. I'm just, well, lost. Blogging has required too much effort, required energy I don't have.

I have been busy with doing things, dealing with kids, meetings, schools, playdates with Terra... Christmas shopping. God how I dread this holiday season. Spent time with the multimedia guy from The Charlotte Observer his morning - rerecording a reading I'd done with the reporter, a post from August - a post from a good day in August, when there were flowers and heat waves. Now it's all falling leaves, the garden is hibernating, and there's a cold wind.

I'm curled up in myself, trying to find the warmth. Not doing so well finding the sun during this grey Autumn week.

Anyway, sorry for not doing a lot of reading or commenting. Sorry for the lack of email replies and blog comments. I'm here. It's just that I'm here and not so much there.

6 comments:

  1. Big giant hugs, E. I know that this is going to be a hard time for you. Share what you want and when you feel like sharing it. You're certainly not obligated to visit with us on a daily basis, but we sure do love it when you do. :)

    Love you.

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  2. In my opinion it is we who should be supporting you, not the other way around. I understand the hibernation, even though I can't imaging the events which lead to it. As my mom would say, "Take time to call your soul your own." Much love.

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  3. "Take time to call your soul your own."

    That's it exactly.

    Love you both *hug*
    ~E

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  4. Reading you, your poetry, is an 'end' in itself, not a means to some other. ^_^ And sometimes, silence implies being overwhelmed, by empathy or by triggered memories. Hence, my silence, too, as a reader. Know that, always, I have the dearest of hopes for your welfare.

    Be blessed. Cheers. ^_^

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  5. I am in agreement with these obviouly very caring and loving human beings. yeah you guys. your excellent friends to a most special lady, Erin, and you two are quite special yourselves. I thought that needed to be said.

    Erin, my dear friend, please feel no sense of duty to me or anyone else. I am here, like we all are, to support you. and love YOU.

    To us, nothing else makes any sense.



    ~ James

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  6. Erin no need to appologize. I'm here if you need someone to talk t. Take the days as they come.

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