A meme

I was reading over at Goofy J's place and saw that she'd done a meme. I rarely do them, especially if I'm tagged, but this one - well... Maybe I just needed a distraction.
I am:

Tired of being strong.

Glad I have friends & family who love me enough to allow me to be weak.

I want:

Peace - in my mind, and in my life

A maid

I wish:

Life was less complicated

I lived at the beach

I hate:

Ignorance

Most "-isms"

Cold weather

I miss:

The obvious

The smell of Lilacs

spontaneity

I fear:

Spiders

Horses

The dark

Train whistles at night

That the people I love don't really know how much I love them

I hear:

Voices in my head as I'm falling asleep

The voice of calm when the wind roars through the pine trees

The innocence in my children's voices growing away

I wonder:

Why people choose American Idol over LOST

Why people still live anywhere with harsh winters, like Buffalo NY

Why people choose to be miserable and angry

I regret:

Having regrets

I am not:

A good cook

A redneck (though I do hate shoes, and speak with a drawl)

The person I hoped I'd become

I dance:

In the car

In the shower

With Terra in the yard

I sing:

Only if someone's life depends on it, which isn't often.

I cry:

At movies

At commercials

At songs

Alone

I'm not always:

The sharpest tool in the shed

Very friendly, especially in the morning

I make with my hands:

Meatloaf

Flowers die, so I make Scott take care of them.

I write:

Words on paper to make the full feel empty

Words on paper to make the empty feel full.

I confuse:

Most anyone I talk to

My kids, on purpose

I need:

Things I can never have

30 minutes to wake up in the morning before I can function

To get my GED

I should:

Quit smoking again

Stop cussing

Learn to drive

I start:

To worry when my kids are 3 seconds late

To call people, but hang up

Laundry, then leave it in the dryer for hours

I finish:

2 pots or more of coffee a day

Poems, when they finally tell me how they end

Scott's sentences

I tag:

Absolutely no one.